I Want to Tell You How I Feel, Jan. 4, 2020

I want to tell you how I feel.But… I am worried,that everything I say couldunnecessarily strainour relationship.A relationship of lovers.You must know, by now,that I love you.More than a friend,more than a family member,more than I should…perhaps. I want to explain to youhow neglected I feel.I wantto carefully, cautiously explainthat I haven't heard from youenough,butthat … Continue reading I Want to Tell You How I Feel, Jan. 4, 2020

I’m Struggling – Jan. 4, 2020

I'm strugglingto stay afloatI'm drowningunderneath all my thoughtsI can't figure outif your silenceand your distanceare a testare they asking me to tell youhow I'm really feeling?That I can't stop thinking about youI can't stop worryingyou've forgotten about meI'm constantly wantingto flood you with messagesand wonderingif I should tell youyour silence feels likeyou don't want to … Continue reading I’m Struggling – Jan. 4, 2020